LOUD LOVE REVOLVER DAY.

It hit me.........yeah it did..so hard.
After what i saw i had the same conversation with my ego.

Pigeonholin and cursing my reflection.....
in the sea of my existanse.

I was breathing allrite.......
Yes it happened....I felt my heart pound less

My pocket ,"pound" less
Din stop me from making a difference to myself that day.

I saw hope in the eyes of a man made
Glass tube .thingy!

Thank you technology
Thank you guy ritchie.

....

......bleugh.

IM MY LIBIDO

Im making waves across the earth.......
Indignance and eagerness mixed in my blood.

I will create.....
With combinations i will permutate.

The genius that exists in my mind
I don seem like the modest kind?

Do i?

IM my libido.
Thats what i am....

Radiohead

The best product of the colonial bastards........RADIOHEAD.
So real.....so true to themselves.....
Every word written has a reason .......
Every thought so seasoned.

I appreciate what you have given me.....
From you i will recieve forever.

Please dont stop.

she

We had times...more good than bad.
With random encounters that never were.

We held hands .......
But not our Emotions......no we didnt

I didnt know what was happenin on the other side.......
With no incliniation ...no i didnt let you know either.

I really cannot explain cause i caused you immense pain.........
Yes i did.......without the intension ofcourse.

But youll remain,not the brightest yet
while i supernova.

Engulfing what never was.

Hymn/Him

Shades of bluish grey....
and a shabby white concrete tray.
Supports him through the night and day
and he has nothin much to say.

In a world of broken dreams,
silver spoons and golden streams
Sits around lazing all day and
he has nothin much to say.....

Unwound proboscis .......his nutrients in his head so bare
Tranquile puss.dying prey dying us.

I write with my insecurities.....
i write ..thinking what they will think of me.
Ive created a monster.....he lives in me
With not a moment passing by...
without him telling me.

He should stop.....this monster 'cause
i want to be happy....gain or loss.

He wraps me up in the most coldest of places....
Like the street he lived in ........

In the shades of bluish grey....and his shabby white concrete tray.